HOW DID YOU GET HERE...NO BODY SUPPOSE TO BE HERE MOMENT......NOW WHAT DO I DO?

What do I do now?

 

 

As a single woman we embrace singleness as something free. I embrace it because it means that I am my own person. I do what I want when I want and I do not have to listen to anyone. I also come and go as I please and when I cook, clean and wash clothes it is for myself. I can talk to anyone without someone asking questions and  each man I meet is not able to take my mind off of singleness. I liked talking to different men, "who wants to hear the same lie coming out the same mouth, at least if it is a lie let it be coming out of the mouth of a dark, fine brother tonight, let keep it interesting, I will tell some of the lies myself tonight". When I want to sit around in my house looking like a slob I can, no questions asked. Preparing myself for a mate has never entered my atmosphere so I never gave it a second thought. I love the thought of traveling whenever I felt like it on a moments notice without having to check with anyone, a man that is. One day it all came to a screeching halt, not because a male presence suddenly existed, but because of myself. All the fun and traveling just stop and I didn't understand why, only God could explain the path that he had suddenly thrust upon me. I began to search within myself for the answers, why has everything in my life come to this.....a desist.

Who would have known...its him. How did you get here nobody suppose to be here moment has arrived. What is a girl to do now, he is everything a woman could want in a man and more, so now what?  Is this a blessing or a curse, so now what? Do I start acting all in love or do I play hard to get...WHAT?? WHAT DO YOU WANT MAN?...YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE HERE!!

Once I realize that this man was here to stay after all the running away from him, telling him to find himself another woman and telling him off. It finally dawn on me who this person is to me...a restorer. He came to restore me, redirect me, re-inform me, to re-apply the love that had be stripped away by an un-available father and really bad relationships. He came to reprogram my thought pattern about myself concerning my past and my future. He came to let me know that chivalry is not dead, just sleep, and it only takes the right call from God to wake it up so it can be presented into a woman's life. So now my, "you're not suppose to be here" moment turned into a "what took you so long" moment. This taught me that sometimes your freedom in reality can be bondage if you can't see change or have an open hand to receive a blessing. poeticjustice46 all day

 





THE VELOCITY OF GOD'S WORD AND LOVE.

Gods word and love is rapidity of movement and grace. It never falters and it can't be measured using an anemometer. The wave of his love is projected daily into our hearts piercing us with his concern for what keeps us safe. Ponder on this when you think that nobody love you, peace.--Poeticjustice46

THE NEW MAN IN MY LIFE

It is important to release the power of love that is bubbling up in my heart for the king in my life. When I met him he took my breath away, voice dug deep down in my soul and brought up strength I forgot I had. His warm embrace held me captive and every finger search for place to caress the folds of my lips. His precious touch surround me and invited me into his heart. I never thought any man could bring this much joy and pleasure the only man I anticipated so long to see. Each time he visit me another woman brings him into my house and I do not mind because this man is so special I do not mind sharing him. I waited 26 years for this man he will teach nations about the love of God. Each day I hold him in my arms and thank God for him, a special gift formed in such a small package. King Alexander Covington 5lbs 7oz 18 inches at birth, My grand son! I love you.

WHY DO I LOVE HIM

In my life and in my mind I have wondered if I really love him, or have I shown him the love that he needs and deserves. Of coarse not, none of us has, to be honest some of us have spent more time with him, talk to others about him, but none of us have loved him the way he deserves to be loved. Preachers preach and teachers teach but none of us has loved him the way he deserves to be loved, not one. However, his love has covered our lack and made it so easy to come to him about anything that is going on in our life. I have turned my back on him, cursed at him, screamed at him, fell on my knees in front of him, got angry with him, and talk to him all night, refuse to do what he ask me to do, questioned him, ignored him, confronted him, and complained to him. I know that with all I have done he still listens to me, loves me, correct me (which is the most important part) blessed me, made me laugh when I cry, put me to sleep when I cry uncontrollably, teach me to laugh when bad things happen, teach me to love the unlovable, teach me to ignore wicked action (he got our backs), teach me to confront when needed, rebuke with love and to receive rebuke with love and still prosper me when I do not deserve it, now that's love. The most important teaching he taught me is to love myself so I can love his people. God loves us so much that no matter what you think we have done or still doing he has so much room in his heart to make you whole in him and love you  through whatever you are doing or thinking about doing. There is nothing so evil that he can't love you out of and make you who you are truly born to be, the joy he has for us is not unreachable. Ask him to come into your heart today so he can love you.--poeticjustice46

WHEN GOD BLESSES

I understand hard times and confusion that goes along with life. I understand love, hate and relationships that come through our lives. I have strong hope and determine thoughts that string alone like a soft cloud on a windy day. My passion for life has long ago pass through turbulence from one heart to another hoping to settle on a love that God has bless long ago. Sometimes we see God work day and night never sleeping for our own soul to rest and not knowing that all this was just for me, a blessing I could not see. I fuss and I cry, don't know if I want to live or die, many voices in my head pulling side to side with "what if this and what if that" the meds taken to ease the pain and the loud noise in my brain,but nothing is greater than the still soft voice the covers me from head to toe.  I do not know what God has for me, if I my call him by his first name, Jehovah if you please, I get down on my knees and pray to a God that sits on high and look down low, never forsaking me, only braking me, making strong and pure, so when I look in the mirror I look just like him. I got to love him, I got no choice, besides he always talking to me with that soft still voice. He is my blessing, its finally real, not money, car or house, it is he who is the real thrill. Without him I would die, off to hell I would go then were would I be, a dead woman cant prosper, my life he has kept, so Jesus is my blessing, he is true. So when you count your blessing don't think of cars or jewels. Think of that lonely carpenter who came down to earth to carve a chair out of wood so you could have a seat in heaven. God bless you. --Poeticjustice46

Self Hate

Adam and Eve are the first humans to walk the earth and enjoy the glory God had bestowed upon them. One mishap has lead a generation to become confused, depressed and violent toward each other. When it comes to men and woman, it is obvious that with some relationships self-hate is taking over relationships. Since God use a rib from a man to make woman, it is well to assume that if man hates a woman then in reality he is also hating himself. When a man look at a woman he is looking at a replica or reproduction of himself. If he look at her and realize she is here for him, to be a help meet in his life, then maybe he would look at her differently. However, when a man beats a woman physically or verbally then do he realize that he is beating himself and taking out on her the injustice that has covered the world. Do he realize that he is beating away the love that he could be covered in and do he realize that he is beating away the favor he could have from our Lord. Each negative word to her is a reflection of himself. Man be a man take care of your children, bless and not curse the earth daily with your love, intelligent and your faith. Be a priest and not a thief, a good woman is to be adored not treated like whores. Your children are to revere you as a noble man and father not hate you because you are not trust worthy, nor a hard worker, nor honest, nor loving, nor friendly in any circumstance or situation. So, man love your wife like Christ loves the church, be patient loving and kind; and most of all love God with all your heart, mind ans strength.--poeticjustice46

Career Fields

Five Career Fields for Communication:

Global Communication Leader-Contract: 
This position is located in Houston, TX.  The role will facilitate communication processes and the development of a strategic communications plan to support the leadership and marketing efforts of the business.  This role is responsible for messaging, advertising, exhibits and the creation of communications. The role will develop and implement creative tools/techniques enabling sales execution, market acceptance of new products, business initiatives, internal/external branding and internal/external message alignment. The role is a critical partner to our Sales, Marketing and business leadership teams. The salary is 36 to 43 dollars an hour, 5 years experience and a BA in English, Journalism, Public Relation, Marketing Communication.Financial Marketing Communications Officer:
Develops, implements and evaluates institutional and project-based integrated marketing communications, including advertising Setting strategic marketing direction and initiatives to develop and implement Strategic Marketing Plan Coordinates the planning, production and delivery of new advertising campaigns, including TV, radio, newspaper, billboard and other media promotions Assists and directs special events with planning, coordinating, and acting as host for bank-related parties and seminars as needed. Represents the bank through ongoing, consistent civic, charitable or trade organization community involvement. Oversees and directs all outside marketing, design, and advertising vendors Assists with public relations and community relations projects, as needed. Works with external vendors and internal partners on the design and direction of the Bank Intranet. 6 years experience and a BA in Communication. Salary is not specified

Corporate Communication Specialist:
Associa is looking for an entry-level communications professional able to write copy for internal and external corporate communications; cultivate relationships with local and regional media; and liaison with corporate and local management and other team members on communications projects. The Corporate Communications Specialist will interact with internal project champions across the org chart, as well as media contacts and third-party vendors and suppliers. Creativity, great writing skills, and a proven ability to deliver on deadline are key. BA in communication, 0 to 2 years experience and 35k a year salary.

Marketing Communication Manager:

  The position of Marketing Communications Manager will plan, direct, and coordinate marketing policies and strategies for company’s products based on market intelligence, sales reports, and new product development forecasts.  Responsibilities will include managing existing communications channels; identifying new media channels; and managing and creating communications through existing channels; managing marketing budgets and allocating resources to meet company goals. 6 years experience, BA in communication and salary is not specified.

Interactive Communication Coordinator
 The Interactive Communications Coordinator will assist in the coordination and implementation of NQRC interactive communications, which includes but is not limited to the Northern Quest Resort & Casino website, the Kalispel Tribe website, Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn, online review sites and other social media platforms.  2 year experience, BA degree in communication, salary not specified.
 I have list five career jobs that I think that I would like to have but the one that stands out the most is the last on the list which is a Interactive Communication Coordinator, because working and interacting with people at a resort would be fascinating, also I would like working on websites such as facebook, twitter and linkedin. However; I would like to know about the salary. I think the work would be worth while and fun.